Saturday, December 17, 2005

Random Thoughts & Relief

After so many attempts at posting a profile image in my blog, today I have been successful. I'm so dummy in techie things and I always fail to acknowledge that I should read up on the How To? section to help me navigate through this. Anyways, today I accidentally clicked on the help section and I finally got the idea how make make a picture posting in my profile.

But it took me three trys to achieve it. Nonetheless, I am happy.

Christmas time is always difficult in terms of doing some shopping. Malls are too crowded, parking is too precious, and you just can't seem to find the things that you wanted bought. Maybe it is always wise to christmas shop ahead of the rush. But, it is not easy to make a listing of what give your love ones before then. I tend to always make up my find for the gifts I should give almost in the nick of time.

Maybe that's how life really works. And you always don't have enough of the time you needed.

When I was younger, time doesn't fly by as fast as it seems today. In my childhood, I had the opportune to linger and smell the roses so to speak. I do remember lying on my back in the meadow nearby and make out familiar animals and creatures formed by the passing clouds. I could day dream and never felt I wasted some precious time. But today, it doesn't feel that way anymore.

Maybe I am growing old to fast. Or I just haven't figured out the purpose of my being. Maybe I should be get married and have a family. But building a family does not seem to easy for me nowadays. Am I too picky or just too damned to even try to make one.

It can get lonely sometimes. Especially if you don't feel right in your system. I can always long for a company or companion.

If God has a plan, maybe I never figured out yet what it is...

Will I, I really hope so.

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