During the early morning hours, I asked Ellen if she's ready to leave Embassy. She agreed, and I asked her if she wants to check out my place which is just nearby. We walked to my car and had some profound conversations about our past. We kissed some more and I confessed I am not ready to enter into a relationship at the moment. She voiced the same concern, that she isn't gonna expect something also, especially, a long distance love affair.
At about 3am, we reached my flat. And there it is.
I did not call her or texted her the following day or the day after. I just thought, maybe it's not the right thing to do. Besides, I got sick with a flu virus after that fateful Saturday. After 2 days, I sent her a feel good sms, she did not respond. Ok, maybe she was just busy as she is visiting her family and friends also during her two week stay in Manila. Another 2 days after, I called her phone and she did not answer. Hmmp, I got the mother fucker of a snub there. The bigger pride in me tells me, it is ok. If she doesn't want to talk to me, it's ok. My world will not stop revolving if she won't be there.
She left for New York that Friday and we have never talked.
The following Monday, I checked out our egroup at yahoo and she had posted our group pictures already. She didn't say anything other to say sorry to Sali for not being able to see her at the airport when she was about to leave. Ellen completely ignored me.
I took the last ounces of courage to send her a private message, what just happened? And if our friendship will end the way it is, that I am sorry for whatever I have done to cause it.
And that was the end of that very brief encounter with an ex. Crazy but memorable too.
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